I found out Monday that my grandmother would visit, and then go home and write on her calendar when she saw my dad 'be mean' to me...as my mom worded it. She saw it happen enough that she began writing it down on a calendar. I want to find those calendars. I want to know why no one ever stopped him. THAT is what I really want to know. Healing is so weird at times. I'm over here happy and enjoying this new level of peace, and joy...then BLAM! Some new information to process. I