October 30, 2019

Wow! Thank you. I needed this. I realised yesterday on the massage table that I am dealing with grief. Grief that I didn't get to have a healthy childhood. Grief that they decided to beat the shit out of me and Dennis, and keep it hidden. Grief that we were raped often...

August 31, 2018

If it weren't for my HOPE...I would have killed myself as a child. Yes, really.

Hope is a wonderful gift for us. Hope and resiliency. We get knocked down, and we get up again. Fight a new day. Rest when we need to rest. Hope is our saving grace

For me, I was taught about...

March 6, 2018

I've never liked that adults tell children they are being babies for crying.

Or telling adults the same.

When one needs/wants to cry and others are around...that's courage.

Being vulnerable is one of the most courageous things I know.

It's also one of the hardest.

There...

January 2, 2018

It's true.

I'm not perfect. I don't always say the right thing. I am often triggered by the actions/words of others. But not as much as I was in the past.

People often feel they have the right to tell others how they are suppose to live, love, work, think, behave, worshi...

July 16, 2017

I just had an incredible realisation about money. We hear that money is evil, we need more money, we need to not want money, etc. BUT first: The verse is: The love of money is the root of evil. the LOVE. AKA THE GREED.


That greed can show up in many forms depending on...

June 1, 2017

I found out Monday that my grandmother would visit, and then go home and write on her calendar when she saw my dad 'be mean' to me...as my mom worded it. She saw it happen enough that she began writing it down on a calendar. I want to find those calendars. I want to kn...

November 30, 2016

New Moon Healing

Today, I woke a bit later than usual. But I woke feeling happy with my world. I took a shower, texted with my husband, and got dressed. Then I started feeling irritation, and resentment. I could feel it building. I have no reason for it...it was just th...

April 29, 2016

It is a beautiful process...this healing work. There are days that I find myself back in the trenches of my own healing, and in those times I find so much more information. 

 

I knew in October of last year that I would be getting more memories to heal from my childhood....

March 26, 2016

I find that it isn't always necessary to know what I am releasing. For me, being in a constant state of flow...allowing in and allowing release, is the best state for life and healing. My intuition grows more as I simply trust my process. I heal more as I trust my proc...

February 1, 2016

If there is one thing to know about me, it is that I like raw. I need authentic. I hate the 'horse and pony show' of fake nice, happy, etc. But never do I judge someone for not being able to let that facade go. It's our go to cage for a reason. Yes, it is a cage.


It ho...

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